A young state and a young man looking for his identity.<br/><br/>A Contractor of Life and the future Engineer of Emotions.<br/><br/>The purpose of this book is to share the stories of my relationship to Russia, to the Russians and to myself, not forgetting my numerous fellow mates from other world regions who shared those years with me. I write about my own development, and at the same time, the young Russian Federation takes its first steps after a long Soviet era.