<b>Commitment is a four letter word&hellip;</b><br />My little sister&rsquo;s best friend has always been off-limits.<br />It doesn&rsquo;t matter how many times I&rsquo;ve imagined what it would be like to be with her, she doesn&rsquo;t want me. She wants a clean-cut guy with a boring job who&rsquo;ll sit at home and answer her every beck and call.<br />I know who I am, and I&rsquo;m not going to change.<br />Sure, I&rsquo;d do anything she asked, but I can&rsquo;t change me. Not that she&rsquo;s ever asked. She knows I&rsquo;m a lost cause. Life as a surf instructor might not be stable, but it&rsquo;s fun and I&rsquo;m good at it.<br />These days I think it&rsquo;s the only thing I&rsquo;m good at. Because I sure as hell suck at saying no to her lately.