Due to negative emotions and stress, you are probably counting on your spouse and the circumstances to make you happy now. The only person who can make you happy and valued is you.
 Yes, it would be nice if your husband acted Summarize if he is mad at you (like when you started your meeting), but you have to understand that you have to attract his love by feeling radiant inside.
Fuck you the world and you will influence the way you get to your husband. They give a sense of hopelessness when you need your husband's love.